it’s soo strange day again. full of emotions, don’t you think? today, i’m lying on my bed and thinking about everyone around me. and myself, ofcourse. am I emo? i’m soo emotional, everything bothers me, if it’s not in a way, that I want. shit. what happens, when there are too much feelings inside of you? you become more and more fussy, deppressed, you are angry on everyone around you.

what happens then?

you need an arm to cry on, but it’s not there. you want a beer, but the fridge is empty. you call your friend, but she’s busy helping her boyfriend. then what? Then unstoppable wish grabs you in it’s hands, you want to destroy everything around you. To destroy even yourself.

and then what? will music be enough? will the night be ment for sleeping or crying out the pain? and then in the morning that comes, you get up wiht your eyes cryed out, your stomach hurts, you have a headache. but you get up, like always. you dress up and go to work/school/some other place. and then, tommorow becomes today, today becomes yesterday.